I took a risk, a leap, a jump off the cliff of safety. 2020 was going to be my year, as though asserting ownership and dominance assured me control over the next 365 days. I’ve been utterly lost, right at home. Blind-sighted and grieving. Once restless and anxious, now languid and idle. In a year where I had all the time in the world, the world felt awfully small, and